I’m so warm right now. Practically over heating. I drank my tea so fast, as I was “encouraged” to by Tamara. Tamara, when she’s back here, has a tendency to talk to herself a bit and then hover. She’s a lovely woman, but the hovering….
So it’s Wednesday, and what I’ve cumulatively done throughout the day, amounts to very little. So therefore, I’m going to sum up what’s going on.
I’m adjusting to this place. Today was a hard day on the emotional front.
I went home feeling frustrated with myself. Feeling frustrated with my state of mind that I had been encouraging into a slump of discontent and further loneliness. Sometimes I get so wrapped up in the fact that I’m becoming unhappier, that I forget to acknowledge it and try to do something about it. That is kind of a big step.
I was advised to find a beautiful place: a place where I could take in the moment and adjust my outlook on what I wanted my experience to look like here. By this point in the evening, however, I was pretty hungry. I headed home for dinner, showered (omg) and watched Step Up (thanks Leel). AHH. A new day comes tomorrow. I look forward to that.
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